I have a suggestion for you IF you dare consider it.  I say dare because it WOULD lower your precious demographics upon which your outrageous fees are based  . . .
On every newsletter/advertising letter give people the following options for subscription:
(1) the newsletter (without any advertisements)
(2) the newsletter plus the advertising letter
(3) the advertising letter by itself

I am sure you will find that, if you do so, that the number of subscribers to both your options 2 and 3 would decline greatly.   I personally would NEVER use the services of someone who I found through advertising especially those who have paid for that advertising.  How is their paying a large fee a recommendation of using their services?   IT IS NOT!!!!   In fact, it says quite the opposite . . . if one must pay to advertise for a spiritual service, then they are NOT good at what they do.   Word-of-mouth by satisfied customers is and will always be the best advertising vehicle out there.  Their NEED to advertise FOR PAY means they have no truly satisfied customers.  As far as conferences and such things, it is again satisfied customers who tell their friends, who tell their friends etc that truly fill up the house.
As far as I'm concerned . . . If the universe did not bring them to me through other 'natural' means, then they do not belong in my life.  Sorry, that's the way I feel.   I also feel that, although this whole advertising scheme has brought much wealth to you, it has also put you in alignment with things most nonspiritual.  You have already lost the hearts of many students you were MEANT to help because you have openly chosen to align with wealth and material things rather than truly giving to others.  Sincerely,  Shirl A. Steward

(2) I live in New Mexico and Dan Pearlman is a really super guy.  I was surprised to see that, even though he is a lawyer and politician, he is also a great visionary when it comes to political reform in relationship to more rights for  WE THE PEOPLE.    When I met him last year, I instantly liked him and we spent several hours talking.  
Still, he has never had an official appointment except as a lobbyist.  He was a Greens Party candidate and a great lawyer but that does not make him appointed either.  And, Johnson is no longer governor.  Since 2002, Richardson has been.   So, neither Johnson or Pearlman have any power to make appointments except in the context of their own organizations.  Johnson is aligned with keeping New Mexico beautiful and Pearlman with keeping political elections for the people.  Do you align with either of these causes?
So, your 'appointment' as Peace Ambassadors was graditutious at best and your continuing to use this designation would be wrong.  It does not bode well in your favor to those who have lived in New Mexico.   Also, you have not lived in New Mexico for two years. Sincerely, S. A. Steward

MORE COMMENTS ON SOULMATE/TWIN FLAMES:  You are very right about the twin flame.  You don't ever get over it or forget.  The best you can do is adjust and even with that, nothing is ever quite right ever again..  I could talk volumes on that subject.  I met mine in England in 1999 and he rejected me.  With me, he rejected everything about his spirituality that was good.  It is most sad but, unfortunately, it is the reality of the situation.   Since he could not separate me from  his sense of mission and dedication to spirit, he had to reject all of it.

Also, don't confuse soulmate with soul flame or soul twin.  We have many soulmates but only one twin flame/soultwin.  Getting over a soulmate can be hard also but it is very possible to forget and move on.  However, encountering a soulmate can give one a change to 'practice' that deep soul connection without permanent harm to the psychic.  It can feel like the real thing but you know it is not when the relationship is over and you can go on type thing.  It's a feeling very difficult to explain.   

I've met a half dozen or so of mine. Meeting the true twin without any of these experiences prior can be devastating and, even, life threatening, if there is rejection.  Anyway, soulmates are souls you have romantic attachment for because of knowing them in other lives.  They are also part of the greater oversoul of who you are BUT not the twin.

It is the soul flame/twin which is impossible to forget.  You can not detach from them . ..  you are forever connected whether 'you think' you have chosen this connection or not.   It is a life contract that can not be severed, only denied.  Most people never meet their true soul flame . . . only soulmates. No matter what happens, though, it is a wonderful gift to meet your true twin.  Still, rejection on that meeting IS a very real possibility since there are very few of us who can stand in the light of our own reflection (which the twin very much IS) and then, acknowledge and accept what we see.   The meeting of a twin flame, can in and of itself, can be our important life's test. 

And, how do you get the twin who has rejected you to realize their mistake?  Well, there isn't a whole lot you can do except to continue to do what feels right.   Seek to feel compassion for their personality's natural reaction to withdraw in fear.   Surround them always with light and love.  Their energies will be around you also and, if you tend to remember your dreams. you may find yourself always dreaming of their presence.  This is because, regardless of what they think in their state of denial, they will still be drawn to their twin soul's energy.  It is healing for them.  That is as it should be.  

When one is lost in denial, there is little that will influence and awaken that person to truth except their own self-realization that they are in fact IN DENIAL.   The greatest gift you can give your twin is to continue to evolve on your spiritual path and do what exactly what you came to do.   Because the two of you are so bound together on a deep soul level, any positive movement toward your own evolvement WILL affect and help to jumpstart theirs.   Also, if you easily communicate with your guides and masters, then communicating with your twin soul is just as possible. 

20060123 Jeez. Just found this on an old dating site profile of mine from early 2004.   It sounds cool at least LOL.

"In my poetry and other writings you'll discover who I am . . . a very spiritual, compassionate, hopeless romantic . . . All my life I have been looking to find my perfect life partner . . . someone who believes in true unconditional love the way I do . . . someone who shares the same dreams of making a difference in the world . . . through our teaching and creative efforts . . . someone who believes, as I do, that spirituality is a way of life . . . that each person must find their own truth and truly live it. I've seen that man a thousand times in my dreams. I even saw him once in a very mystical village in England. How our eyes met . . . I will never forget. If you can fit that picture or come close, please write. In fact, I'd love to hear from anyone who shares my passion for artistic expression . . . Just moved to Santa Fe, NM in December from the East Coast. NOTE: I do value a great friendship far more a romantic connection. Great love flows from great friendship. Think about it!"

20060302  Wow!  I didn't realize it had been so long since I put an entry here.  I've written plenty but just haven't posted.   Thought there are lots of new haikus.   Yesterday, I was thinking a lot about sharing visions and dreams with someone you love.  That feeling lead me to a singles' site I hadn't been to in a long time.  

20060325 . . .

7/24/2006   Many of the entries below are actually commentaries I made on the WEECreate or other discussion forums.  I thought I would add them here since I have neglected my postings here for a time. 

►What is a starseed? (Originally written 2/1/2006) People have often asked me 'What is a starseed?'   And, indeed, it is not an easy question to answer. I'm one and can't really give you a clear definition. Although, not all starseeds fit the mold suggested by the starseed test, it does give you a rather accurate description of what a typical starseed might experience and feel however.

The starseed quiz posted by Mark Roberts is actually not the original but Mark's own take on the quiz. That may be why some fail it more frequently than the original. You have to know a lot about history and Egyptian gods to even understand some of his questions. It deviates much from the original.

I would recommend reading Brad & Francie Steiger's (1981) book, Star People. In fact, that's where the original quiz can be found. At least, that is what I have come to acknowledge as the original.  A more recent version is online at their site: www.bradandsherry.com/TheBradSteigerQuestionnaire.htm You'll notice there is no scoring on this quiz. That's right. The original quiz did not result in a score. Rather, you were to compare your answers to the trends of answers received from others who claimed to be starseeds. It was someone else who took the quiz and made it scorable. As Lynn points out a questionnaire of simple yes and no answers can hardly define an individual. But then the Steigers did not intend it be used that way.

That book is also where you'll find the best explanation of what a starseed is. The thing about us that stands out the most is that we have all known since birth that earth is NOT our home. It is not just that we think we are not of this planet . . . we KNOW for absolute certainity we are not. It is instinctual. Beyond that, everything else is up for grabs as far as definition. We usually have a lower blood pressure, extra vertebrae, have blue/hazel eyes, are hypersensitive to just about everything, are empaths, are driven by a sense of mission since birth, been visited by aliens at least once between ages 5-12, etc, etc. Although these all apply to me, there are those who see themselves as starseeds that have none of these traits. Again, the quiz was designed to help starseeds struggling to accept their identity or even denying it, to find themselves . . . the questions are only triggers to remind them of who they are so they can get beyond the blocks that conceal their true identity.

Frank Alper, one of my spiritual teachers and probably the best authority on starseeds, says that starseeds are very unique because they received special intensive 'training' prior to incarnation on Arcturus. This training adjusted their brain waves to vary on higher and lower frequencies so that they would be compatiable with any humanoid thought forms, whereas both 'aliens' and 'walk-ins' do not have this variable wave capacity and can only relate to those at their own frequencies.

Creating aliens with variable wave capacity was sort of like the army creating a 'special forces' unit. The variability breaks through communications barriers more easily. It also assists greatly in the
ability to discern in the recognition of illogic and untruth from a very early age.

It is not that starseeds, aliens or walk-ins are 'better' than the other as such. It is just that each has been prepared to serve a specific function in the evolution of human consciousness. For starseeds, this gift did not comes without its costs. In fact, many starseeds, including myself, have been labelled as ADD/ADHD because of this unique brain wave activity which makes us appear learning disabled. This, in turn, creates major, even crippling, issues of self-worth. Such issues are an obtacle that all starseeds must battle and conquer. Of course, this uniqueness also gives starseeds the opportunity to realize it is not a disability they suffer from but a wonderful gift that one must learn how to use and explore to the best advantage of humanity.

►Disassociation:  Probably some of you (who are starseeds) reading this can relate to someone commenting that we're disassociated or need grounding in the 'real world.'

Starseeds may have great talents but they also have very unique problems. Maybe more about my experience might help explain this phenomenon.

I could always multi-task very well with much skill but yet I had a very noticeable 'delayed' response to most stimuli. I now attribute that condition to the fact that I had a different brain chemistry than others (as is consistent with the variable brain wave activity theory of Frank Alper talked about in my last post*) and a general state of disassociation.. It took me longer to access information within my brain but the results I got, when taking a essay test for example, were far superior than those around me. This is, though, assuming I was allowed an extra 10 minutes or so to finish the exam. In graduate school, I came to formulate certain theories regarding the brain chemistry of both the creative and starseed brain that largely substantiated this phenomena, even to the amazement of my cognition professor.

The strange disassociation I seemed to have was most pronounced from birth to about my late 30's. I can only describe it this way . . . I was a sense of awareness trapped into a huge robot body I could barely operate. It took great effort to move a finger, walk or to speak. It was like I had to "plan it", then "think it" before I could "do it." I looked autistic to some. Very difficult to explain. Suffice to say, I was not anyone's first choice as a teammate in school softball games. LOL

It took me many years to fully integrate into the human experience. In fact, what forced that final integration was a trauma in 1983 that segmented my spiritual and astral bodies and trapped me in what I saw as an unbearable deep, dark dungeon (that is, being locked in the body without the spiritual contact or astral mobility to travel out-of-body I'd had since a child). I could do nothing but try to reheal my outer bodies to regain my contact with spirit. This was after my efforts to destroy myself proved fruitless. For over nine months, I could not eat or sleep but my "walk-in's" awareness that these things were not necessary to life sustenance, kept me alive. I learned volumes from this experience.

Well, perhaps some of you can relate.

►The notion of being creative:  (originally written 2/4/2006)  I do want to clarify for everyone this notion of 'being creative.'  The subject came up because a friend was encouraging all to be creative! And, so do I. However, I don't want anyone turned away from my forums or from this site because they think they're not creative. Being creative encompasses many things. It is NOT limited to art, writing or music. It's also about just expressing yourself in other 'creative ways' . . . whether your mission be about teaching, healing, manifesting a better destiny or just being a better you . . . these are all creative ways to express the essence of who you are.

I wrote a poem a couple of years ago called, "Real Value and the Living Book." It's onsite if you'd like to read it (click on the title above).  The story behind this poem? . . . Well, my soul twin in England had expressed his disappointment in his own self for not having written the great American novel and for having failed in many previous lifetimes. I told him he was silly for thinking this way.  Unfortunately, he didn't take it so well.   In the poem I tried again to communicate what I was feeling.  I said that he had not failed  .. .  for, even if he never writes a word, the book that most influences people is the 'living book' which is HIS LIFE . . .

So, dear friends, live your truth so your life 'living book' turns out to be a bestseller!

It also doesn't matter whether you are a starseed, walk-in, alien, starhelper, or just a truly spiritual being. What's important is HOW you use the tools you've been given to help yourself and to help humanity. If the most advanced soul on this planet turns away from his or her mission and denies their identity (and destiny), then what does it matter who they were in pastlives, what kind of 'being' they are or from whence they came? Be a star but be it for being just exactly the way you are!

►Organic portals and "souled" humans?   (originally written 2/15/2006) Someone sent me the following link that was posted on another forum. It's about organic portals and souled humans. http://montalk.net/matrix/62 I found this article extremely interesting as were many of the other articles posted on this site and others sites linked/associated with it.

I think it could be the basic for a very interesting discussion here. I'd love to hear what others think about this whole topic in general.

This particular article is based on a Matrix theory (yes, like the movie) with two very distinctly different races living on earth. I am very curious as to who exactly is the author and how he or she arrived at these conclusions based on what data. I will probably write them.

I guess that many of us have had similar theories about the state of humanity. Although I would probably not have gone so far as to portray the "earth" robotic beings as totally without soul, but rather that they have no sense of compassion or cosmic consciousness or a means of acquiring it. Many years ago I noticed a difference of brain chemistry and function between the two 'groups' . . . linear vs dynamically creative brain patterns. It's interesting how their theory here "fits" somewhat along this line of thought.

These 'robotic-like' beings, I tend to agree here with the article's author, originated from the humanoid like creatures that lived on this planet prior to the arrival of our ET ancestors. Humm? There's both a lot of similarity and dissimilarty in theories here for sure. "The Bringers of the Dawn" and many other books pose a similar theory about two distinct races.

Oh, I definitely disagree on one major point . . . the ratio of 50-50% of 'organic vs souled' in this article seems way off to me. I would say the cosmic 'souled' beings (starseeds, ET, walk-ins, cosmic conscious beings, etc) to be less than even 1% of the population.

My thinking here is that IF this article was an attempt by some government player to introduce misinformation, it's doing a very good job. The 50-50% statement at the beginning is enough to throw off the truth factor and 'unofficially invaluate the 99.99% of the information that is valid. (That's the way disinformation works BTW. If even a 10th of a percent is incorrect, it invalids all. Clever way to discredit truth, isn't it?)

As it is with many 'higher consciousness' people, if even one statement in a book does not ring true to me, I will tend either not to read any further or I will be suspect of every statement made thereafter. This happened to me in the reading of Marianne Williamson's "A Return to Love." In the first chapter there was a blatant misrepresentation/misquote from the Course In Miracles. This was a major premise upon which the rest of the book's idealogy was based. I could read no further. I was appalled and disappointed. I swore I would never again pick up a Marianne Williamson book. Still haven't.

I also had occasion to attend a Marianne Williamson lecture subsequently. Not only was she rude to me and other members of a nonprofit spiritual organization (we had been invited there by HER publicist), the lecture she gave ON the Course in Miracles did not relate to the Course in even the remotest sense of the word. It was obvious to me that she had no clue what the Course was really all about. I even doubted she had read it. How she became a bestselling author based on a book full of misinformation still troubles me.

A curious thing . . . my computer went down while I was exploring one of the related sites shown as links on the original site for organic portals.  It was as if an energy bullet had made my computer malfunction. I'm not saying that anything did or didn't. It's just very odd, especially since I experienced no problems before or after this happened.

►Truth, organic portals, drones, the powers that be and divine manifestation:   (originally written 2/16/2006) Apparently, this notion of organic portals etc very much upset one of my friends.  A new truth has a way of doing this however. It will shock you into higher and higher levels of awareness. For each new 'truth' will challenge every other truth you hold dear. This IS a good thing. If, by the way, things said there in that article, on my forums or by me, do NOT ring true to you, it is your choice to reject them and not accept them into your truth. I respect your truth as I respect mine and everyone else's here. The body of our beliefs IS our universe . . . each universe is separate and distinct. This IS as it should be. Truth within a universe is relative to and builds upon every other truth that exists within it.

Yes, I am absolutely sure on the percentages. In fact, I may be over estimating. http://www.ibiblio.org/lunarbin/worldpop gives the figure of 6.6 Billion people on earth now. One percent of 6.6 Billion people is a LOT of people. One percent would put our numbers at 65 Million. We are no where even close to that. Still, we are far from being alone.  And, of course, the percentages of aware in the general population are also growing.

If we were 50% or even 10%, maybe we could be in control, except that we are not. However, the 99.9+% are not in control either. Look at history. The power to control has always rested with the elite few and not with the many. Nor has a drone society ever had the wherewithall to rule itself except by means of instinct. Look at one of the most complex of animal societies . . .ants. It's depends entirely on slave labor and one queen.

And, exactly who are the elite few? You want the truth? Okay, I will give it to you (as I see it). Anyway, what I'm about to say may sound totally crazy, but I'm sure it is nothing here you have not heard before.

Figure heads, meaning Kings and our elected officials, are often drones because they are easily manipulated by the ones behind the scenes actually in power. Bush has often been accused of having robotic like reactions. He's been caught on video tape not blinking for long time intervals. I have seen the tapes. This could be because he IS actually one of the manufactured drones. Humans blink. Apparently he's been told about this and has started blinking again. My belief is that this was no mistake. Those in power wanted our group to know he was a drone, a puppet. However, Bush is not our enemy. Psychic energies (anger, hate etc) directed toward him do nothing to the ones actually in charge. Having pawns to take the brunt of misdirected energies . . . IS one of the many ways they protect their cocoon of identity from our psychic attacks. If we have no specific identities to focus on, then we only waste our energies in such attempts.

In truth, we ARE actually very much a part of this elite grouping except there is another fraction within it of which we (meaning aliens of allegiance to the light) are NOT an accepted component. Therefore, we ARE the enemy.

The ruling classes have always married within their own and they were and are all of alien consciousness. Yes, we ARE fighting against our own kind! They represent a population of aliens off-planet that have a much different agenda from ours. Drones, both native to this planet and manufactured by cloning (a very existent reality), are a necessary part of their plan for this planet. Earth to them is merely a breeding ground of livestock, fear is how they keep the drones under control. Over a million people totally disappear without a trace every single year. This number is low at less than 1/10th of a percent of the population so it is easily overlooked. It's hard to believe that such a large number of people simply disappear, yes? So, where do they go? No one tells us about these things but they still happen nonetheless. Wars, fake UFOs, media shows etc, etc are all smoke screens to cover up these covert activities and the real agenda. I even wonder about some of these plane crashes where they 'claim' to find DNA remains but nothing else. Humm . . .

Knowledge is our greatest and ONLY defense. They will not take the flesh of an aware individual or another alien. I have no way of proving this but my belief is that the antibodies etc in the flesh of an aware individual is actually toxic to them. Do not be afraid for it is they who fear us.

I suggest that if you have not done so, that you read Bringers of the Dawn. The full text is online at http://web.archive.org/web/20030724082055/http://www.universe-people.com/bringers.htm. Just select all, right click, save and copy it to the body of a word or pdf document.   Barbara Marciniak's book can help put a lot of this into perspective far better than I can. I found its text to ring truer than any book I've read since the Course in Miracles (the only scripture to which I give credence). It talks about this agenda of the ruling class aliens more in depth.

I believe it also talks about the cloning experiments that went on in the Ancient tribes of Atlantis, Egypt, etc. . . . combining the DNA of either aliens or the humanoid like creatures existing at the time with other earth beasts. Their technology was far advanced than anything we have now (I exclude here what goes on in secret government labs around the globe). If you doubt such a thing occurred . . . the next time you go to a big city, observe the people as you walk down the street. If you keep an open mind and look for an animal in the faces of these peoples, you will see at least a dozen distinctly different animals. I look like a lion because, as a starseed, I descend from a race of lion people from Sirius and when I came into the body, it morphed somewhat as was appropriate.

One last thought . . . .I read in one of those articles (from another site attached to the organic portals one) that there is no such thing as creating your own reality. I wholeheartedly disagree. Another book I'd recommend would be Life and Teachings of the Masters of the Far East. (I do have the full text in a computer file somewhere if any of you have trouble finding it.)   It is another of the few books that really rang true for me. It will give you a totally different perspective on the nature of life itself. It talks about the true Masters who were able to control their own spiritual and physical realities. The human condition, however, tells us that none of what they did is possible. The problem is in achieving TRUE mastership as these men did. Their lives are truly inspiring and will give anyone, who reads the book, renewed faith in the power of the divine.

I love the old saying, "There is nothing to fear except fear itself." This is true. Remember, you have nothing to fear for it will always be they who fear us, the ones who carry knowledge as their protector.

►A drone society?  The organic Portals and Souled Humans discussion continued . . (originally written on 2/16/2006)  On responding to my comments on organic portals and souled humans, a member of my forum introduced here a whole other discussion that clearly did not relate to the issue of organic portals vs higher level beings. It also opened up a whole new discussion on the nature of who WE are. So, (addressing all here) in response to these discussions, please be clear in your subject as to which line of thought you are commenting on. Thanks to all.

So, that said, it follows that . . . who we are has nothing to do with the various groupings/types of beings that exist on this planet.

They either exist or they do not. It is fact or it is not. You might be contained in a type of organic portal but an organic portals, as it was defined by the original article in question, would not contain a higher level soul such as any of us. End of comparison. Organic portals, if they exist, have the ability to learn but would have no capacity for achieving higher level awareness because they do not have the depth of consciousness in order to comprehend it. That is the theory in question.

It could also be the root of the problem in trying to spread enlightenment on this planet. Following this theory . . .we can guide the masses to the light as Moses and Elijah (my oversoul) did in ancient times. But, as soon as someone more charismatic comes along and captures their allegiance, these same beings (we thought we had enlightened) will follow. That is the whole idea and purpose of an anti-Christ (that is ANYTHING that serves to take us away from the pursuit of higher level awareness and consciousness.) Highly aware beings could never be lead in this manner!! And, this too is a fact!

Have you not wondered why certain sleazy politicians could have the support that they do . . . and why it does not make sense logically that they support these people who have done terrible things without punishment? In fact the worse the crime, sometimes the more they follow. Under this theory, the masses can be lead wherever it is the ruling classes want them to go. Maybe it is this organic portal theory that can explain the tendency of a mob to go along with its self-appointed leaders, for their will is not of being individuals but of being of the many . . . a group mind or Matrix (as from the article and the movie of the same name.)

I just realized something here (in following the theorical thread). If we are at war with other highly aware beings for the allegiance of the masses, and those who make up the masses are indeed without depth of consciousness, who is it we are trying to enlighten other than ourselves and those within our own grouping? And, also following this theory, leading the masses -- as many references in the Bible tell us of leading the flock -- is of even more key importance. For whoever rules the masses, rules the world in light or in darkness. At least, that's what I was taught in Propaganda 401 . . . yes, a college course I actually took.

I'd like to get back to a sense of reality here . . . It does not matter whether the theory of a drone mass is a reality or not. Getting our voice and our writings into the mainstream is still very important. The more we can influence others in opening to the light, the greater the force of light is on this planet. An animal will respond to love as will any creature, with or without a higher awareness.

Never underestimate the power of love. The Course in Miracles, the Bible and every other scripture out there say we originated from love and that we ARE the vibration of love. It is only darkness that separates us from our realization of the essence of who we are, that is, love. Even a mechanically created drone has logic . . . could it use that logic to respond to love . . the essence of all that is the universe, even them? I think it might.

I am remembering a cute Disney story about a robot that somehow developed emotions. Farfetched?

Author’s Credits (originally written 2/20/2006) -There is an issue that needs to be addressed here and I decided to post my comments here for others to read also because it is a very important topic . . . authorship and giving credit where it is due.

I'm sure all of us here appreciate someone's postings of various insights. However, I often see a person give not credit to themselves or anyone else for having written them!! In the future, we ask that you please provide a credit byline to the author on all postings of creative work or commentary of others. This goes for everyone BTW.

As a representative of that group of people who have devoted their life to expression through the written word, I would very upset if I knew that someone was posting my poetry, stories or essays without giving me credit for having written them. Think about it. How would you feel if you saw a website or got an email with a word-for-word reprint of your literary piece and no mention that you are the author of those words?

This commentary originated from a person on my forum doing a reposting of Gerardus Everardus Tros' Cosmic Cookies.  All websites I've seen give credit for the cosmic cookies to Gerardus http://www.soulwise.net/aboutgee.htm. I do not know the author on these other two. I didn't see them on Gerardus' site but they could be there http://www.soulwise.net/.

If they are your writings, you must also indicate this. And, if they aren't yours, please consider sharing your OWN thoughts about various topics rather than the thoughts of others we can easily read on websites for ourselves. We want to hear what YOU think! Everyone has opinions and original thoughts. Share them!

Yes, my forums and website are about sharing creative works. The purpose is to be a safe haven to share your own work and thoughts. It is not so much about sharing the work of others outside the group. However, when we do share others' work, we must give that other person credit for their creative efforts. If you don't know an author's name, do some research and find out who is it is or say you do not know in your posting.

I left the WE forum because of Ranoli and the issue of authorship. She put stories belonging to others in a book without any byline except hers on the cover. This is blatant misrepresentation and theft. I am NOT her. I can not and will not condone what she did nor will I allow disregard for authorship here.

So . . .everyone . . . author's credits please!

►A Pretend Cosmic-Interdimensional fair:   One of my group suggested the idea of imagining an interdimensional cosmic fair and asked what we'd do for a booth.  I thought about it for a long time and came up with the following.   I can't post what others wrote since I don't have their permission but if you have a great idea, please send it along to me via the cosmic courier (also known as email) and I'll consider printing the best ones.  Well, here goes . . . MY BOOTH  . . . 

First, I would ask my soultwin to join me in this venture so we could take a double sized booth. Our booth would be truly multi-dimensional. On the one side would be unique collection of art treasures from my home Sirius and other highly evolved planets in that vicinity. It would include a set of paintings representing the various species of my home galaxy. My personal favorites are the bird and lion like people since I remember being one of their kind. We also have a great selection of books. Some are by us and some by friends. Ours are both include creative writings and also chronicle our travels throughout alien worlds.

You can also order a Aerordo Flanik (a very tasty sort of burger), Orion Hullamgenic Zort (a real-space-you-out kind of zummy cake) or a Sirius Morzic Shake (this one has a real wallop). Yes, that's right. We've collected quite a few recipes from across the galaxies and have lots of interesting delicacies for you to taste.

On the other side of the booth are two state-of-art interdimensional Teleporta Chambers. There are various ways you can take a 15 to 45 minute trip to another world, dimension, alternative reality or another time.

First, I'd recommend you get a full 'reading' from the Etovisplasm Viewer. What does this handy dandy little device do? Well, it will read the multi-dimensional energy gridwork of your oversoul and will zoom into a specific region of it . . .on the space and time continuum. It will read past, current and future lives as they are currently mapped. Once you have identified the region you wish, the unit has a small viewer and you can enjoy the whole record, fastforward or move on to another region. You can also enter the Teleporta Chamber to screen view the record in 3-D mode and/or visit that reality as an actual observer. Sorry, real time visits are not permitted except for current or future time sequences at the time. Of course, you can simply view other dimensions etc unrelated to your oversoul. That's where my interesting species paintings come in. You can choose a particular alien species to visit from my gallery and learn more about other cultures.

Well, off to work at the Galaxy Scoop Reporter. I hear those darn Pleiadians are pretending to be Sirians again! Got to do some investigative reporting! LOL Enjoy all the great treats!

Note:  All seeming relationships to reality in the above passage are your imagination.  Or are they?  LOL

►More on twin flames:   (originally written 3/1/2006 in response to a friend) Yes, that is what I said. We have only one true soul twin and many soul mates. Soul mates prepare us for meeting that twin, assuming we are even lucky enough to have the opportunity. Few ever meet the true twin and if a relationship does form, most often it is not a romance one in nature. It is just too intense, among other things.

And, soul mates must prepare us because the meeting of one's twin is always burdened with the greatest karmic challenge we will ever come to face.

Most people are not ready to look into the eyes of another who holds the closest thing to an exact mirror of who they are that will ever exist. One thinks he or she can handle such a reality but few actually can. I know of several soul twin couples who are far apart now because they could not. I am one of them. I could easily place all the blame for that distance on my twin but the fact remains that, if it had not been my twin who rejected our connection, it probably would have been me. The problem is that in order to be with you, accept you and love you, a twin must first deal with every issue that meeting you has brought up. Unfortunately, we can't change another person's perceptions and fears, only our own.

Good luck to any of you who think they have met the true twin. However, I think it might be a greater blessing to wish that you had not met the true twin, but rather instead, wish that you find a truly genuine match, be it a soul mate, twin or whatever, fully open to sharing a lifetime of fulfilling mutual missions, hopes, dreams, challenges and joys.

►ET Visitation of our young ones and protective shields:   (in response to someone who wrote that their child was being visited by ETs .. . written in early March, 2006) That is interesting. It is obvious that something is visiting them. However, I never got the impression that the big-eyed ETs were the good guys. (See Bringers of the Dawn, I think Barbara agrees with me, at least on that point) I do believe, though, that the big-eyed one are curious about the starchildren and want to know more about them. So, they, along with the guardian 'parent' planet ETs, do visit these children on a regular basis. I was visited. My eldest son was visited. I do not think their experiments on star people is allowed. Star people are only observed. These ETs, however, don't always know the difference and their experiments are occasionally misguided.

Make sure you ask that protection be put around your children so they are only approached by the guardians. THIS invocation of a shield of protection is very important. Do it! BTW I know, with absolute certainty, that all modifications of my physical being or psyche came from only the guardian ETs. I received three implants from the guardians, one of which still remains. There were no words for a special child when my son was born other than starseed or starchild. I just always knew my eldest son was special. He is now 29. How could it be that, even in preschool, he was known as the little professor? He had great insights to share with everyone, even then. He had many strange very 'real' dreams.

 At five, he started telling me who I had been in his pastlives and later, whenever I spoke to him of mine, he could tell exactly who he had been in mine. Many of us have problems in school. I've spoken before of my slow-motion reaction time to things because of my being out-of-psych with my physical body. My son was flunking some of his subjects because he refused to conform to the rules, etc. I was forced to transfer him out of the school system into a private 'alternative' school where the child creates his or her own lesson plan. He soon, not only improved, he starting showing his unique talents and genius. He focused on developing his fascination for both animal and human evolution into an art. He went on to graduate from college with honors.  He was visited frequently. He was scared to death of the big-eyed ones. I didn't know it at first. He ran to me, in tears, hysterical, when his father shut the lights off, begging me to allow the lights to stay on because the dark frightened him so much. (I obviously divorced that man who, continually, refused to understand the uniqueness of his own child.)

Anyway, my son was super sensitive and he told me there were beings coming into his room from the closet and from outside too. The ones from outside took him places. The big-eyed ones and the others from the closet scared him to death. One day he showed me a surgical scar that just appeared from no where. It had not been there the day previously. That's when he really got frightened because he felt he had no control over what they could do to him. That's when I realized I needed to invoke the shield of protection around him. His fear slowly abated after that and there were no future 'experiment' incidents.

Complicating the issue was the fact that a young woman and her baby had been murdered in the house years before in the 1930's. Her presence and the deed-doing dark entity were frequently felt there. My son felt it more because his room was right next to the bathroom, the scene of the crime. There was an opening in his closet to the back of the bathroom fixtures. Even though it had a cover, he insisted that I seal it up. That sealing helped but it took an full exocism to remove the dark one. An aside: This dark one was a demonic presence that I had fought in a pastlife as a spiritual man in Egypt. My son had been one of my daughters then.

Sharing our truth with Relatives and friends (originally written 3/27/2006)   Note:  This is a response to comments on when it's okay to share with friends and family  . . . Yes, it does depend on the level of awareness and understanding a person is at. This is my view on the subject . . .

Usually you will know or 'feel' where a person is at. Go with that feeling. However, when it is obvious that a person is 'stuck' in a belief system that condemns all that you love and understanding, hold your tongue. Speak only if your intention is to shock them and walk away . .. forever. I've done this with strangers when I feel they could use a bit of a 'shake-up.'

I had a problem with a close male friend when I lived in Pennsylvania. I made the mistake of being completely honest with a person who could not even begin to understand.the nature of who I was. At the time of the incidence he seemed accepting. However, it was just a deception because he was in love with me and playing the 'game' of understanding. I was a loveable kook then. After that it didn't matter what I said or did, his opinion never changed. Since I moved two years ago, we barely speak anymore but I am still just an unstable and crazy fool who needs 'pity.' Ah . . . perceptions, oh how they play us!

This is exactly why groups such as this one get formed. We can not influence anyone who is close-minded with words about matters that are above their level of awareness and comprehension.. It is truly hard to remain silent but we must. In interactions with such people, it is important to LIVE who you are through your actions and not through endless explanations that will never hold any meaning to them. However, they WILL be able to experience the love that you are as long as they are not looking through a preconceived notion of what they think you 'should be'.

So, we must deal with relatives the same way as we would with the masses. We must teach only through example by living and being what we truly are . . . the essence of love. When they are ready to listen, we will know. Even then we must speak with caution and at their level of understanding.

20060724 -- Well, I just posted a lot of back commentary above.  Please feel free to check out my WEECreate group in Yahoo and make submissions if you feel so inclined.. 

I am working towards FINALLY getting some of my books published.  Hopefully, I will have at least one poetry collection published by the end of the year and I'm shooting for more.  It's funny how time goes by so quickly and so many things get in the way of doing that very thing you 'think' drives your purpose.   For sure, my life typifies this pattern.  It was never what they call writer's block.  It was . . .work writing projects always came first or I was too tired or I was deep in the grips of some crisis . . . the last of which was the death of my dear friend and illustrator, Toni Donelow Stewart.  If any of you can relate to that please email me.

Soon, I hope to also have a blog on women's issues and other more mainstream issues. Yes, I actually am knowledgeable in those areas and can write about that stuff also!  It will be accessible from the Santa Fe New Mexican newspaper website (my employer).

Goodnite for now. ~ Shirl